I wanted you to care about me.

But you didn't.

There's no way

I can make that

a topic.

I can't write a

postcard with it.

I cared

and care

about you.

My heart is

boring and

unchanging.

I wanted you to believe in me.

You don't.

I believed

and believe

in your strength.

It isn't

a trade.

I'm weak

and easy to

disbelieve.

No one's good

enough for anyone.

We're all

disappointing.

I'm disappointing.

I don't want

to disappoint you

and I have, without
trying.