27 juillet 2011

Once, I wanted to be Babe Ruth
but now there is just an old echo.
With the original recording have gone
my feet, my arms and hands. With effort I can move them,
but they feel nothing, and so I live in a wheel chair with a battery.

A dream is attractive (even inspiring) in one who can meet, afford, or render it;
stultifying and cruel in one who cannot. Yet I joke on this dream
daily, and my nurses, doctors, sister laugh.

The thing is that it echoes. While I am alive, I have given it up,
and yet it has not entirely given me up.